It is Easter Sunday...

i am sitting here at 9:42 a.m. wondering what will become of my marraige and family. i found text messages from his "friend" early this morning. now don't get me wrong i am not being unreasonable. this "woman" ans he have a history. when he and i first moved in together after i became pregnant, i found love letters to her. now, i could not get upset because they were supposedly old letters. i was nieve back then and let it ride. then a year or so later there was a text message from her in his cell phone. he clamied it was not from her but sent on accident. then a few years later i found a texr message to her with a template that said i can't wait to see you tonight. i let it all ride because he always said he let his friend Maverick use his phone and he did it. well this morning there it was big as life, staring at me straight up! she had sent him over 7 text messages all with straight to the point responses like, "i'm not sure" and "talk to you soon". i am not in the mood for (1) because it is Easter Sunday, (2) i have already been down this path, (3) i don't want the man as much as i used to. i am only here for our 6 children. he must have lost his mind. and she... has a lot toexplain. oh, yeah that 2nd text message earned a telephone convo. she assured me that she had not been corresponding with my husband. and that she was a "respectable woman" who would not consume time conversing at lenght with another woman's husband. that lying whore... oh, she will be hearing from me soon... i don't play that mess!!!